Fly like a bird

Dive like a dolphin

Sprint like a cheetah 

Escape like a fool

I swallowed my words.

it's not about how long will this last.

It goes deeper, to the extend that I couldn't control.

I did nothing, but the feeling is so strong.

It's about how deep can I go.

I can never leave you when you’re lying in the bed
face to the wall
I slept on the floor
What did you mean by that
What did you mean by that
Take it as a self invitation
Take it as your own means of salvation
If I could take it all
If I could take it all back

Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be
And if it’s too late for deciding
Oh just leave it to me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me please
Cause I’m living, living
Living in the darkness

I could never beat it when you needed me the most
The more I try the less you try to come
How could I live like that
How could I live like that

Take it as a self indication
Take it as your own means of vindication
If I could take it all
If I could take it all back

Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be
And if it’s too late for deciding
Oh just leave it to me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me please
Cause I’m living, living
Living in the darkness

Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be
It’s too late for deciding
Oh just leave it to me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me please
Cause I’m living, living
Living in the darkness

Nothing is forgiven unless you want it to be
Oh it is too late for deciding
So just leave it to me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me
Stay with me please
Cause I’m living, living
Living in the darkness
Living in the darkness
Please
Living in the darkness

the loud noises

from relatives,

from the kids who're playing IPad,

from the fireworks that the neighbors set,

make me uncomfortable 

feel like going to withdraw myself from this situation and find a comfy place to burrow in.

sugarcoat your lies

comparisons behind compliments

spreading rumors

and labelling each others

"the one who doesn't greet, rude"

"the one who doesn't speak, ill-mannered"

"the one who doesn't follow the tradition, rebellious and thou-shalt-not-enter-my-house"

We judge people, all the time.

But judge people based on the way how we celebrate a festive, is stupid.

Some people likes to chill at home,

some may like spending time with friends and family.

Some may like hanging around pubs and make new friends, some may like to travel.

"Just don't bother them and get out of the situation! What's stopping you?"

If I stand up and leave, all the guilts will straight up to my mother.

she'll take all the blames, shames, and complaints from those arrogant people, regard to my "uncivilized" act.

I can't. Thus I conform. Just like everyone else. 

Are you truly enjoying this festive?

If yes, good for you.

If no, try again.

"We shall always remember the night... when I lost Ori to the Great Storm..."

Try not to cry
Cry a lot

拥挤的人潮里
心莫名的刺痛一下
窒息的感觉
想要逃离这个地方
闷热 吵杂
奇怪为什么有人会喜欢在人群里穿梭
聊衣服聊牌子聊车子聊马子能聊上几小时
叽叽喳喳的在耳边响
双腿颤抖的想离开
俺莫名的空虚感又来作祟

敲打着心房的墙壁，
心里住着的人却没听见