it's weird to have someone who has mutual feeling as you.

everything seems so perfect and i'm starting to worry.

i am a man with anxiety.

i know trust is the most important ingredient in relationship.

I trust her, and she trusts me.

But there is one room in my heart

storing all the deepest and darkest fear of mine

locked and chained.

i'm not ready to disclose that

i'm sure one day i will

i don't know anything

but i'm sure i love her.

and be truthful to her is the least i can do

i love her too much

that i'm afraid that my darkness engulfs her

maybe i'm just being self righteous

maybe i'm underestimating the power of love

i'm just not entirely secured yet

i'm not willing to experiment it without gathering enough data

she's too perfect

and i'm a man of anxiety.